Fields was 25 years old and had been with Broke Straight Boys for over 5 years.Ħ) Dani Rivera was relatively new to adult films, with just a handful of recent releases for Men At Play. The 37 year-old convicted sex offender appeared in close to 90 scenes over a decade for Bromo, Jet Set, Lucas, MEN, Next Door, Cockyboys and other studios.ĥ) The news of Ryan Fields‘ suicide (3/29/20) was tweeted out by fellow Broke Straight Boys model Damien Kyle. He worked primarily for Catalina and Robert Prion Studios in the early 1990’s before becoming an activist and community leader.Ĥ) One would have to overlook a huge pile of reprehensible baggage to still be a fan of Sebastian Young, who met his end in a shootout with police after a high speed chase (3/11/20). He had worked for Cazzo, Jalif, UKNM and other studios.Ģ) Scotty Knox was only 20 years old when he died in a car accident on 1/13/20, but he had already appeared in over 20 scenes for Colby Knox.ģ) Earlier this year I wrote about the passing of Terry DeCarlo after a battle with cancer on 1/27/20. I post them here to prove Koldo Goran wrong – they are not forgotten:ġ) Although Goran mentions that Macanao Torres died of cancer in the above tweet, the 35 year old Spaniard actually passed away in an apparent suicide on 12/30/19. Here is a list of 10 gay porn stars of note that were lost in 2020.
It was nearly a year before anyone in the business became aware of it. Yet he passed away unnoticed in September of 2019. An obit is a real boner killer, ya know? Why jeopardize the profit margin? Additionally, performers who abandon their porn personas and return to life with their real name often pass away unnoticed by former employers and co-workers.Ĭase in point: Roman Heart was about as big a star as you will find in gay porn: 2006 Freshmen of the Year, GayVN Best Newcomer winner, Falcon cover boy with an exclusive contract and a career lasting over a decade. Porn companies also seem reluctant to broadcast the passing of a performer who is still on their roster, forever young and present in their website content.
Most gay news outlets choose to ignore the passing of all but the biggest names in the adult film industry. “I realize nobody talks about it, we are unprotected and forgotten ” Goran tweeted “We are humans, people, enough of contempt.” In one of those instances, Goran’s tweet remains the only public notice that the performer, Dani Rivera, had been murdered. I could tell it was his first time too by looking into his wide eyes and the smile on his face and that put the biggest smile on mine.In August of this year, porn star Koldo Gorantweeted about three fellow performers who had recently died.
We were both shivering in post-coital pleasure and still having orgasm reflexes, naked sweaty bodies holding on tight and looking at each other. A summer afternoon in the 1st arrondissement of Paris with a handsome young French boy. This was literally the first time I came in a hole and it was perfect. They didn't since it was the middle of the day. I fucked him and didn't care if the roommates I shared the room with would walk in. We met by the Seine and he did not speak a word of English nor me French, but that didn't stop us from ending up at my hostel room and getting naked. I had jacked off and done oral with buddies long before but my very first time was with a young man called Gui. When I was very young I lost my virginity in Paris. Especially when you open up to the possibilities. Something about putting yourself in a different context is always fun. This is one of my many best experiences but they have been related to traveling so far in my life. RentMen: Tell us about the best experience you have had in life.